As Long As I'm Happy ...

HELLO EVERYBODEH !~
Today i'm gonna start my post by saying ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINE KHOO HUI LING ! MY 7YEARS SISTER ! :) 
MAY ALL YOU WISHES COME TRUE ! :D HAHA ! 


'Happy Birthday to you ,
'Happy Birthday to you ,
'Happy Birthday to ANGELINE SISSY ,
'Happy Birthday to you ! ^0^
WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO ~ 

Sissy , here's a short post for you alright >< ,
First i wanna say 生日快乐 to you ... Then hahahas ! Hope hello kitty fairy will fly to your dreams la ... :x
HAHAHA ! sissy , you're old now ... >< Must be stronger too liao khays :)) No more crying and stuff ...
No matter what i'll always be there for you ... Even tough now you've your bf and i have mine ... Hah !
You're still the first in my heart . Nothing is more important then you other then my family la ... Hah !
We've not drift of feeling faded ... You're just thinking too much ...
We're much more older now , not last time de "small" Jingxuan and "small" Angeline liao ... ><
We've other things to do , like finding jobs , studying , accompany our love ones ... :)) But that doesn't mean that we've to neglect our friendship :) You're always in my heart ... I had never forget about you ... :D
I wish our relationship is still as close as last time , and you promised me that you'll never leave me again ...
So don't you dare to step out of singapore again unless there's valid reasons ... HAHAHAHAH ! <:
Sissy , i really love you alot ... i hope you also feel the same la ... :') Mwarkks !
I will try to spent more time with you okehs ?
Because now adays school have been very busy for me and complicated ... So i cant ...
And jeremy sleep like one dead people -.- and i dun have a phone ... You must understand okehs ? :)
Woaini , and forever the same feeling towards you ... :)
HAHAH ! Lastly , happy belated birthday la ... :x Aisini ! ~


JINGXUAN(:

Things are not as complicated as you think at times :)

hello people , i'm at baby's house now , wow i dint sleep for the whole day just because baby want me to accompany him to see fishes ... You know hen i was walking around serangoon north to see fishes , i saw a puppies shop , wow , i fell in love with one of their dogs ... :( But too bad , i dont have the money to buy :( I REALLY LIKE THAT DOG CAN ! its just two months old :( Sadsad .... :'(
And later i'm going NEX shopping mall with hubby , jiaqi and brandon to the cotton on ... COTTON ON !!! I'M COMING .... 30% OFFER , Haaahahahah , its gonna to end tml , better be fast if not i'll regret , thanks jiaqi for telling me that there's a great sale ^^ Whao so excited , cant wait to buy them all :) Mwahahahahah !!! ><

Hey girl ,
I can't believe that i said sorry to you ... Whao , i still thought that its a dream , but no , its true . But its ok , thats your problem and personality , thats not my problem , so now , i've made myself clear enough , this is gonna be the last time i say sorry to you ... anyway i have got wrong too , so nvm , sua , let it be , i'm all at fault ... :) so happy go lucky yea ... I hope this time you're truly to forgive me . you dont forgiv me also nvm , i dont care because thats your choice ... -.- LOL ! you've made everyone's life tough and hard , so i think you should reflect on what you have done and said ... And karma will sure hit you one day , dont blame my mouth please ... HAAHAHHAHAH ! Because god is here wih me biatch ... Oh sorry i dont believe in god , so stfu ! Evils , possesions ... You're so gonna die CCB ! -.-

Thats all for today people , i want more questions on my formspring alright :)) Love all of you :)
Lastly , ilove JEREMYWONGSHAOHENG :)))))))



JINGXUAN(:

Just Let Me Die ...

Hey guys , i'm going to start my post by saying FUCK MY LIFE -.-" ...
10days detention to go , gonna' seat down there and let my butt rott -.- LOL !! ...
I hate myself , I'm disappointed in myself , I regretted all the things i've done in my secondary school life ...
I regretted choosing this school ... :( I'm guilty , I'm confused , I'm lost . I have no plans on what to do next , I do not know what to do next , I do not regconise myself , I have no idea who am i now , have no idea what i'm doing ... Everything feels like i'm in a dream and i do not know how to wake up ... I do not know which path and where i should go in life anymore , i feel useless , i feel hopeless ... i have no sense of directions ...
Whenever i close my eyes , i felt fear around me , i see cracks when i close my eyes , black and white is the colours to describe how i feel right now ... ZZZ ! Seriously what am i thinking ?! I don't have any fucking ideas what i'm thinking right now , don't have any fucking idea about what i'm doing , what i'm saying and my actions ... I feel like i'm not ME anymore ... All i can say is that my life SUCKS and i'm a LOSER !!!!
Self confidence are bullshits ! No such things as care , concern and love . I'm all on my own , lonely fucking little bimbo -.- The future is still so far away from me ... I do not know what will happwn one day ... I just can't get myself up on my feet again ... Look down on me bitches ... Slap me , kick me , spite at me . I can't fight back ! I had already given up ...........
No more , no more ...

Lastly ,


" BITCHES & SON OF ALL BITCHES OUT 


THERE  ! YOU SUCK TO THE 


CORE OK! 


GOD'S WRONG , I SHOULDN'T BE BORN IN 


THE FIRST PLACE ! DEMONS ROCKS ! I'M 


GONNA CURSE YOU ONE DAY AND MAKE 


ALL OF YOU DIE DIE DIE !!! WAIT AND SEE 


!!! "

Hello people , my blog is so dead . hah ! Espeicially my FormSpring , So i expect to see many many question alrights :)) Hahahah ! ... Okehs , now lets start ...
Today i feel like blogging is because i find that my blog really very dead lorhhs . Hahahah ! :)
This few days , baby treated me veryvery cold :( And many things happen these two weeks , thats why baby dun want to talk to me that much :( And never go to school for 2weeks , gotta go back to school tml already :)) Gonna face everything alright :) And yea people i hate people who fucking say my wu eh bo eh ! -.-
PISSED ! -.- forget it :)
Hubby i love you , i swear i wont do it again , i know your heart hurts when i do all these to you ...
Nobody can break us up alright :) We've gone through so many things , we've been through it so far :)
I dont wish to give up ... Haahahah ! WoAiNi :)

Okehs, let me end here now :)
Btw my ANGELINE KHOO HUI LING sissy come back already ^^ Miss her like fuck canzxzc ! :D

20more days to me and hubby's 1year 2month :)) 
I LOVE YOU <3


JINGXUAN(:

Love , Trust And Believe :)

Hello people ! Today nv went to school because i'm SICK :(
Flu and backache . My father ask me "Small Small backache liao , grow old how , the school you open de uhs ' LOL ! Hahahahah ... Ontop is my stupid babyboy , TAAAADAAA !~ :P
Baby 3pm coming my house visit me :) Then take bus from my house her to work :) Hah !
Tml i'm going back to school , wow dont jnow the MKSS will say what ler worhs ...
Hahahah ! (: Hope nothing happen , then tml going to wushu yea , see whats new ;) Hah !
Confirm alot of things new de , confirm got alot of things i dunno how to do de lorhhs .. :(
Now listening to hero the song , nicenice ^^ Hahahah ... Dont know what the class are doing now ..
Shit la , today start the remedial already :( Never go ... :(
Boring at home , nothing to do , should i go out ? Should i study ?(WOW) , should i do house work ? Should i tidy up my room ? Or should i sleep ? Hmmmm .... :/
Maple cannot download , wtf -.- Hate it ! -.-

I think i will blog until here luhs , haah !
My formspring no people ask me Questions already ,
i want see many Questions okeh ? Formspring me please :DD

7more days to me and hubby's 1year&1month :)))




JINGXUAN(:

The truth hurts alot but , it set you free :D

Went to school today :D Everything was fine ... Went counselling , learnt that the truth hurts but it set you free . Somethings is better if you let it out :) I'm a HAPPY GIRL <: Hahahahah ! ^^
Listening to song now , maybe going change my mixpod songs :)
Live my life with happiness !!!! :DDD
Met baby after school , went to his house then homed :)
Tml baby maybe fetching me to school ... :x Jiayou JingXuan !!!! ^^
Okehs laaa , i go watch teeebeee already :) Hah !
Baibaizxcz ! :D

11 MORE DAYS TO ME AND HUBBY'S 1YEAR1MONTH  ♥

JINGXUAN(:

Misery Is Always Optional ツ

Hello guys , back to posting , these few days benn really busy because i have detentionSSS ! hahahaha ! :x
All because if that stupid camp thing :( Hais , school's fine these few days ... Haven't gotten troubles yet :/
Wha , i dunno why i suddenly misses the camp alotalot :(
Miss spending time with my classmates , tough that day was raining and we have to do all the activities on MUD , but , i dunno why , this is the first time i ENJOYING playing on the muddy grass :x Hahaha !
Miss my trainers , miss those times :( Hahahah ! :')
3days detention , tml will be the last and final day before everything ends :x Hehe ! :D
Time passes so slow when i'm having detention :( Butt pain , sleepy , dizzy :( Nothing to do ... :/

Working flyer at tampinese with Sandy on saturday and sunday , catch me there guys :) Haha ! ^^
Faster friday :( I want to meet baby so much ! Miss him like hell :(
Lesser and lesser time spent with hubby ... :'( Hais ...
I fell in love with a taylor swift song , " back to december " ... Really nice REALLY ! :D
One more song , its from Dope , "People are people" ... You guys should go listen to this song ...
Memorise it and sing it to the person you hate the most :x Hahah ! :D

Okeh luhs , baibaizxz !
Blog until here , tml then continue :)
Ask me questions at formspring.com/shannyjingxuan :) Thanks !
Goodluck !

JINGXUAN(: