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Hi , I'm Jingxuan , You can call me shanny , 15 on 21march . Currently ATTACHED to Jeremy.W ,8march2010 . I Love You Darling (L) Family , sisters , boyfriend and friends are loved ! ♥ I Adored Brown colour Teddy bears & Dolphins & DORAEMONS ! ♥ They rawks ! ♥ Sweet Popcorns & IceLemonTea is my favourite ! ♥♥ AngelineKhoo is the drug for me , 6years of sistership , please don't break us up . I hate sharing my things to others . She's mine ! ♥♥♥ Respect me and i'll do the same :)

Saturday, October 30, 2010



Please keep your comments to yourself -,-
Today is saturday ... :) Tomolo will be hubby's birthday :0
Just now went to serangoon with hubby to see fishes :x LOL ! Bought a fish , and hubby bought a crab . Wooooo , there's a PIRANAH in the fish shop . But its still a baby , 200 dollar . LOL !
Baby said he's going to buy that fishy ... LOL ! Later become big big bit people then he know ar !
Hmm , after tomolo hubby maybe will be going to genting 3days already .
He maybe not going because one of his fren cannot go , so his family maybe going to cancell the trip . xD Hmm , i miss baby so much now ... ^^
Then our 8th monthsary gonna come in just another 9more days :) Hahahahs , fast fast .
Another 3more months will be our first year anniversary ! whao ! looking forward to that day !~

okehs , gonna go now , catch me in Facebook alright , baiis !~




JINGXUAN(:

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Went to watch this movie with hubby yesterday ! I Cried , its touching :) Inside the cinema only
me and baby is the youngest ... Hahahahs , funny ... is like so awkward can x.x
I rate this movie 4/5 :D worth watching with the one you love :)



:D Hello earth !~ Just came back from hubby's house , going to meet teacher with mama later :)
Hahahahs , went to many places this few days with baby ^^
Went zoo with hubby , will upload pictures if i can , as in if im free ... :D
Went to watch movie with baby yesterday at AMK hub ^^
Watch 'I Gave My First Love To You'
Touching bodoh !!! ._.
Hahahahs , i cried :'( Sad shit ... hahahs , hubby's sleeve all wet with my tears hahas ! :)
Hmm , baby's birthday coming in just 2more days , dunno wad to give him yet :(
Then after his birthday , he's going to leave me for 3days :( Go genting :( Sad ......................
then our 8th month will be coming , after he's back from genting !~
Will miss him like MADDDDDD canzxz ! Hahahahahsh !!! ^^
okehs , gotta go ... Loves :)



JINGXUAN(:

Sunday, October 24, 2010




Hello people ... Never go to school today .... :)
Yesterday went sing kbox with baby at Hougang plaza . He slept through out the whole session and i sang for the whole god damn long 3hours . LOL ! then baby woke up , then ask me 'you sing so long not sian de uhs ?' i said 'No'
Lol ! hahahahs , baby 'dou na wo mei ban fa' . Hahahahszx ...
Then , sang finish it was like 7plus , than Hubby ducky gave an idea that we should walk home from there . LOL ! Hahahahs , i thot that it would be a stupid idea , but guessed i was wrong ...
We talk alot of things on our way back .__. Hahahahs , and in a blink of an eye we were at Rivervale plaza already . it was like 3secs ago we're in hougang plaza :) Hahas , joke man !

Yesterday was not a really good day for me ...
i felt really guity for what i've done . I know it was my fault in the past , everybody make mistakes . And hubby you always told me that time will heal everything , and i always asked myself , is that possible ? :( i dont really know really ... :(
I dont really know who am i already ... it seems that i've lost the sense of directions ...
i felt lost ... what am i doing ? D:
Yesterday someone told me something that really hurts my heart :'(
The person said 'Nobody likes you and yet you still have the face to come !'
After hearing this , my heart crack from the top of my heart to the bottom of my heart .
I know it was my fault last time ...
But , what can i do now ? im trying really hard to earn back the trust that you've lost in me ...
I am sorry ... :'( Cant you see that im changing ?
There's so much things to solve now ...
School problems , studies problems , realationship problems , friendship problems and now , that someone which related to me some how ...
Should i really just neglect everything and just move on ? or should i stop and take one step at a time ? that would really take a long time to complete everything ... :'(
Still figuring out if i should give up on everything ... including myself and the one i love .

Baby im glad that i've met you , you taught me how to contol my attitude and emotionals (L)

JINGXUAN ; Sugarpum (:

Friday, October 22, 2010










HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ...

Happy Birthday To You Daddy ! May all your wishes come true ! :D I LOVE YOU (L)

Hahahahahahs !
Today is daddy's birthday , went to eat Mad Jack at White sand Pasir Ris .__.
Hubby was there too ... After eating , went to walk walk around then went to IKEA :)
Thought daddy going to buy me a bed , but he dint ... :( Sad shit really ... Mwahahahahs !
Walk around with my sisters and baby while Daddy and mummy go see their own things . LOL !
We took alot of pictures but i only manage to upload some of them cuz the others were 'LOL'
Hmm , hahahas , baby keep say next time going buy these kinda furniture ... LMAO ,
Wait you work and have $$$ first bahh , talk so much ... Teehee ... Joke !~
Then after that 11pm went home :)

Yesterday watch the 'CHILD'S EYE' with hubby ... hahahahs ! Good good , nice movie ...
this is the first time i watch horror movie my eyes were wide open , but at some scenes i close my eyes . LOL ! Some scenes really very scary ... :/
But dont want to xia xuey ma , cuz got three kids age around primary2 also come watch ...
I Kept talking to them LOL ! Then they keep asking , why why why , how how how , wad it means . Lol ! Hahahahs , overall nice la ... :x Hubby diam diam through out the whole show lo .
Heehee ... :) I rate the movie 5/5 !!!!!

Planning not to sleep tonight ... :) Playing Restaurant City on facebook ... lol !
Later maybe going play wolfteam myself ...
Hubby going out with his frens tomolo ... :')
Leave me alone so lonely ... sad sad ... :'(
Okeh luhs , i have nothing to post already ... xD
I think thats all i want to post tonight bahhs ...
Goodnight people .__.





JINGXUAN ; Sugarplum :D

Tuesday, October 19, 2010





Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!! (L)
JongHyun from SHINEE !!!!! (L)
Hahahahs , been listening to Shinee songs recently and watching their rehersal video :x Hahahahs ! Because my both sister also like them ... x.x
They influence me to korean band one ... Hahahahahs ... And i love Lucifer that song ... :)
LOL ... dint went to school today ... tomolo im not going school also :)
Going to meet baby later at 7.30am ... :x LOL !
He go school one hour only ... LOL .
Hmm ... then going to baby house later ... ^^ Miss him like mad canzxz ! ~
I'm bored so i find his photo and post ... hahahahs ... ._.

Going play WolfTeam with baby soon ...
I'm not sleeping today ... i think baby also bahhs ... x.x
Drinking my milo now and listening to songs :) Yeah ! ...
okeh la , this is my little short post for you'll only ... :)
Guess no people will even read my blog bahhs .. as its really boring ya' know ...
Hahahahs . baby just tagged me !
I also cant wait till 8th months ...

I'M MORE LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR 1ST ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!! (L)


Hahahahahs , okehs laaa .... gonna play wt with baby already ...
Buaiis ... :)



JINGXUAN ; SugarPlum :D

Monday, October 18, 2010


Hello people ... (: Back to posting ...
A picture too ... hahahahs , i know i looked awful :P hahahahs ... x.x Keep comments to yourdelf *winks*
Today no school , tomolo got school ...
But, i just came my 'DA YI MA' ... Stomach abit weird weird de ... abit pain but not like pain ...
Hmm , never meet Darling today ... :(
Because yesterday i dint sleep , was up the whole night using COMPUTER :x Muahahahahah :x
Was playing facebook games , i know its lame yea ...
Hmm , then i was watching this awsome anime , sweet sweet (L)
The show is : Kaichou wa Maid-sama :0 Hahahahs i cant belive it that i was actually watching anime ! :D Teehee ...
Because from the day i was born till yesterday night , im not interested in anime at all ... So ? Hahahahs , this is my first anime worhhs ... Heehee ...
Hmm , im very tired lehhs ... hais , dunno going school tml anot ...
Some more mama say mr boo got things tell me ... i think i better go bahh ...
Tml baby also need to go to school ... hahahs , accompany him bahh ... if not he at there complain again ... say he tired cuz he got go school but i never ... Ass manzxzx ! (L)
Today sleep until damn late ... :)
Since yesterday how i wish life was like an anime , so interesting and everthing was planned so smoothly ... Not like our life , so complicated ...
And if love was like a lollipop , there wont be any quarreling ... Hahahahhs , everytime also so sweet ... (L) How awesome right ? TeeHee ^^
And And And , so fast 20 more days to me and darling's 8TH MONTHS ~ :X
Gonna get going now , signing of ~


JINGXUAN ; SugarPlum :D




Saturday, October 16, 2010

I may not have a picture of you nor i have a picture with you ...
We may not be that close ...
But here , i still want to say , i will remember you forever ...
Promise to stay cheerful and strong in the other world ok ...
Remember we were close frens in primary school and in the same class ?
Hahas , i will always remember that okehs ...
I will be visiting you tmrr ...
Rest in peace , love you , GinnyLYJ (L)



JINGXUAN(:

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Hello people , im here to post again :)
First i want to say .......................................................................
Exams today were freaking hard canzx ! Grrrrrrrrr :(
My Geog , Still 'can make it' ... Today i finally understand its all about common sense -.-
Bodoh me ! :x Blehhhhs ! :P
Then 'Numbers Paper 1' was like im in hell in 30mins and was in heaven in another 45mins :x mwahahahahs ...because i was sleeping in the next 45mins :x dont stare at the post , i really dunno how to do ma ! :x Heehee ...

Second thing is , baddy hubby wong cupcake :P , listen up .
I LOVE YOU ....... Aww , im so sweet :) Right Right RIGHT ??!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????
Muahahahahahah C:
Hmm , hubby N level finally over !!!!!!!
And time for his 'vacation' already :( Me ? still in hell struggling ... Where'smy hero ?!!!
Please save me out from this burning hell :'( I cant take it anymore ... LOL !
Btw , talking to baby on msn now ... And he said im xiaxuey :(((
Beat Beat your PI PI arr , I tell you first ! :x Heh heh :P
This few days seldom see baby and seldom spend time with baby already ... because alot alot of hell is on my side now ... After i return to heaven , i will be able to see my handsome Cupcake again :) Wow , romantic uhs ? :x HAHAHA ! :0
Hope baby never forget me :x HAHAAHS ! funny shit uhs ! .__.
WISHED BABY FIND JOB JOB SOON ...
I Love You Boy ._. (L)

Third thing is ...... Oooooophhhhs !
Cannot say , only angeline's sisters close ones knows only ...
Anyway , sister be happy ...
iloveyou ...

Short Short Post For Today And GOODBYE ! :) Muackkks :)




JINGXUAN(:

Monday, October 11, 2010







Hello people ! Uploaded my wearing and w/o wearing contact lense photos :) Hope you like it :) Long Long time never post picture already , guess less people come my blog because my blog is way to boring already ? .__. HAHAHS ! so decided to post some photos uhs ^^
One more thing its been a long time since i start taking photos again ...
Since my best sister ANGELINE KHOO went and i dint even know where exactly is she :x
Some peple said she dint even go to japan , some said that she's in veitnam , some said she's in her aunty house , some said that she got banned from coming out , some said that she's in singapore just never meet some of us , which one is the real one ?
Actually honestly i tell you guys , espeicially angeline best sissy ..
I suspect you before , BUT , i believe that you wont bluff me or even so cruel to cheat on your 5years sissy's feelings ...
So , what they told me , i just node my head and smile . In my heart i know you long enough aready .. I know ur hiding something from me and some of us , i will not forced you to say out that reason . And that doent mean that i dont believe you , is i trust you :) Everything you do , I believe that there's some reasons behind it , sometimes people told me what they saw u in singapore , pictures you took were in singapore , I tried my best to tell myself , Thay are all bullshits ! Angeline sister , i want you to know , you're even closer to my real blood sisters ,
Some people said that we look alike somehow , I believe that is because the real love and frenship and care that we gave each other and not forgetting the trust we trust :) made us look more like real blood sister ... In this world , Family are my first , YOU are my second , boyf is my third ... That doent mean that i do not like my boyf , cuz , i belive boyf will change when time goes by , But my love for you , ANGELINE KHOO , will not change .
I belive our love will keep our sistership last !
I know you wont change ...
In the whole world so many people , i can meet you , its fate that bring us together you know !
Friends are forever thing . Altough there's no forever , but i still want to keep this sistership long long ! We've been through so much this five years !
We drink , we laugh , we play , we eat , we sleep , we go out , we talk about lives , we joke around , we talk about our boyf and we do almost everything together ...
You're like a lucky charm in my life ...
Dont ever say there's no one to care about you , dont ever say you have no one to talk to , dont ever say there's no shoulder for you to lean on , dont ever say no one hear you out , because ...
Your best 5years sister NG JING XUAN , will be right here for you ...
You may be thinking that 'Oh , jingxuan is talking craps again'
But , no , no ... I LOVE YOU ANGELINE KHOO ...
In this life , your the best thing i ever had !
Afer you went to dunno where , everyday i just boyf , boyf , boyf , sleep , eat , stay at home , sometimes school ... No more you means no more lively JINGXUAN , because you're my streangh , I've change so much , quiet , not like last time de jingxuan , laugh , joke around ,make people laugh till upside down ... No more ..

All i want to say is , no matter what people say about you , I DONT CARE ...
What matters the most is , we trust each other , we know what we want ... I Love You (L)


JINGXUAN(:

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Hmm , exams exams exams !!!~ LOLS ! I hate exams !!!! :x
hmm , its been a long time since i updated my blog , so ... Here i am , updating my stupid blog ...
Hahahas , update or never update it doesnt matters , because nobody would even care or screen my blog ... LOLS !~
hmm , today woke up quite late , did not went to school again .
Met baby after he finished his Nlevel exminations ^^ Then went to eat dinner at compass point just now :) Hahahahs ! Then walk walk around in compass awhile then went to playground and slack , Not in a good mood this few days yea , cuz quarreled with papa and mama AGAIN ! -.- LOLS ! so , went out to find baby to accompany me ... Heh heh ! xD
Tomolo will be our SEVENTH MONTH , isnt it fast ? lovelove !~
I Just love him so much ... Came up with stupid names with baby this few days ...
He will be my CUPCAKE from now on and i'll be his SUGARPLUM ... Hahahs , funny yea...
But ! i dont need you readers to give any comments about our relationship okehs :) (No Offense)
because what we like to do , no one can stop us ... it's our bissiness ... Stay out of our life :) Simple as ABC !~ LALALALALALS ....

Went out with Azalea , Wilson , Joe and the other this few days to relax myself ...
I find that life wasnt that hard at all , all you need is trustworthy friends around you that you could talk to :) Eat together , laugh together , play together ! (:
So , i want to thank all the people who made me happy and alive again :) Thanks Thanks Thanks ! Hmm , receive my contact lense too :) Will post some picture to let you guy see when i'm *FREE* alrights ^^ Hahahahs , because exam time , abit busy , even tough i think i may not promote to next year , but i belive in miracles yea ^^
And my self confident ! Hahahahs , i know i can do it , just *CHIONG* :) LOL !
I think im talking lots of bullshits right now , So , because i never post my blog for too long , i want to make it alive again somehow ... :)

Will post when im free alright ... :)
Stay tune to the next post ^^ Hugs&Kisses to all .___.


JINGXUAN.___.