Hello people ... Never go to school today .... :)

Yesterday went sing kbox with baby at Hougang plaza . He slept through out the whole session and i sang for the whole god damn long 3hours . LOL ! then baby woke up , then ask me 'you sing so long not sian de uhs ?' i said 'No'

Lol ! hahahahs , baby 'dou na wo mei ban fa' . Hahahahszx ...

Then , sang finish it was like 7plus , than Hubby ducky gave an idea that we should walk home from there . LOL ! Hahahahs , i thot that it would be a stupid idea , but guessed i was wrong ...

We talk alot of things on our way back .__. Hahahahs , and in a blink of an eye we were at Rivervale plaza already . it was like 3secs ago we're in hougang plaza :) Hahas , joke man !

Yesterday was not a really good day for me ...

i felt really guity for what i've done . I know it was my fault in the past , everybody make mistakes . And hubby you always told me that time will heal everything , and i always asked myself , is that possible ? :( i dont really know really ... :(

I dont really know who am i already ... it seems that i've lost the sense of directions ...

i felt lost ... what am i doing ? D:

Yesterday someone told me something that really hurts my heart :'(

The person said 'Nobody likes you and yet you still have the face to come !'

After hearing this , my heart crack from the top of my heart to the bottom of my heart .

I know it was my fault last time ...

But , what can i do now ? im trying really hard to earn back the trust that you've lost in me ...

I am sorry ... :'( Cant you see that im changing ?

There's so much things to solve now ...

School problems , studies problems , realationship problems , friendship problems and now , that someone which related to me some how ...

Should i really just neglect everything and just move on ? or should i stop and take one step at a time ? that would really take a long time to complete everything ... :'(

Still figuring out if i should give up on everything ... including myself and the one i love .

Baby im glad that i've met you , you taught me how to contol my attitude and emotionals (L)

JINGXUAN ; Sugarpum (: