Maybe One Day I Will Recieve All I Wished For
From "HOHOHO" ? ?
Nahsss ! How Would That Be Possible ?
Drawn By : JX (EM0-XUAN)

nothing to do ,
life is so meaningless ...
so fcuking bored la !
see ... when sadd or moody
all the words and attitude
come out . Am I Right ?
Nothing to do la , So I took some Pic la ...
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Anyone wanna go Out call me lehhs ...
Or I stay at home kept Thinking about
nonsence , sooner or later
I WILL DIE !!!!!!


JINGXUANNNN
DDDDDD:

Today i had a very borinq and sadd day , in fact , heart broken day .
"Someone" play me again , I thought he was cominq back , but after today I finally knew that I was wrong . He like a girl in 2N3 which obviously I could see that =.=
After I angry and walk away alone , he didnt talked to me already , we took the same LRT , I don't wanna see him so I allighted at FERNVIEW , I ran as fast as I could , and I didnt know that Aline and Elena was followinq me , I was almost banged by a car . hahas XD
I didnt really care , seriously ~
Life is so meaninqless , what else could I do ? So tired , I hate myself . How I wish I could die , but I know it's stupid . I really don't know what should I do !! =.=
Im so heart broken today ! Why you put her 'PICTURE' in your phone ? Why did you reply herr tagg and not mine ? Why did you bluff me yesterday that you couldn't use your computer , Do you know why i said that ? Because you tagg 'HER' yesterday ...=.=
You thought what ? I don't know ??? Or are you treating me as a 3Year Old child ?
Why "SOMEONE" !! WHY ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!


So wanna cry , So wanna Die , So wanna lose MY LIFE !
Now , writinq this post , Im crying profusely . My parents are not at home so I can cry whatever I like ! ! ! You hurt me ! Should I believe what Ms Ng said that you ARE a flirt ? And almost whole stuff room knows your name ? ? ? Should I or not !!!!!!

It's been 3hours and I finally got out of that stupid , disgusting HALL !
TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED !!!!!!!
TIRED OF LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FCUKING STUPID LITTLE SICKENING WORLD !
AND THIS FCUKING LITTLE WORLD LIVED A LOT OF FCKING FLIRTERS !
WHO PLAY FCUKING LITTLER BITCH AND IDIOTS LIKE "ME" !
FCUKING LIFE ! FCUKING PEOPLE ! ! ! -.-

3RD JUNE !

YTD went to East Coast , Aline , Me , Alvinaaaa :DDD
Why tis foto iie look SO
RETARDED !!!

RAWR ~
I Have Fun Altough , Lolx !!!!!!!!!!!!!

woohoo ~ today went to East Coast wit Ms Ng , Her Fwens , 1N1 some ppl and 1N3 some ppl :DDD
so so so HAPPY ~~~~~
Then iie went Roller Blades with Ms Ng and alot of ppl , some cycle :D
Then very tired liaos , everybody jiu meet at McDonald lo ...
I was so tired and sian sian liao ... Alvinaaaa came in then told me she saw "SPECIAL" ...
I run out like siao ! without asking where did she saw "SPECIAL" lolx !
Alvina say "SPECIAL" was playing Volley Ball worhhx 0.0
Then don't want disturb him lo ... hahas :DDDD
I thought he say he go WEST Coast ? y from WEST fly to EAST ?
hahahaahs >< anw , happy luhhs . Thought i cannot find him .
But , when playing at the beach there , I was siting down with some ppl playing Games then he suddenly appear ,
he ride bike lo ... shock to see him !! hahas >< abit shy shy too .
Ms Ng keep on don't let me see him . so sadd la ! hahas ><
Then alot of ppl help me say wad "Ms Ng , you cnt lidatt de leiis , they love each other really very much ." ROFL ! ! I feel like laughing luhhs ...
Want go home that time , thought "SPECIAL" go home already cannot see him .
But I was wrong worhhx . Saw him again ! "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" iie shout . Because He Shout My Name So Loud ! wah , damn HAPPY !!!!
Tml WUSHU ! Die again lorhhx !
JINGXUAN must eat more or will faint ....
hahas >< reminded myslf ... lalas ~

I WILL BE WAITING ,
EVERYDAY ,
EVERY MINUTES ,
EVERY SECOND .
NO MATTER WHERE ARE YOU ,
YOU WILL STILL BE IN
MY HEART ! LOVE YOU LA !
COME BACK SOME DAY ,
I WILL WAIT !!! :DDDDDD

MWARKKS YOU ,
WITH LOVESSSSS ,
JINGXUANNNN ((((((((::::::::

RAWR ! today nothing to do also , training was tiring , wanna die in spot lols !
2pm arrived at SENGKANG LRT waiting for xavier come . Aline , Azalea and sharon also there . they say they accompany me wait . Waited so longgggg . He finally came , then he say he waiting for someone lols ! My friends all inside the LRT already , they say they don't wanna be late and they want practice last week learned the things so they dom't wanna wait already . hais ! Nvm , i also go lo ...
Reach skuu , i was looking if they arrived already anot . see see see , they arrived already . walking , talking tgt , so happy . hahas .... happy for him , cause he moody marhhs , see him happy jiu ok lerhhx ! ><
Today so happy because went home with alot of ppl and my "SPECIAL"
Hhas ! so sweet ... reach home lerhhx . Nothing to do . Wiosh he on9 as fast as possible .
ahahs ... When are you coming back . I think i don't have a chance lerhhx . He like someone in skuu but don't want tell me who the person is . confirm plus chop not me lerhhx lorhhx !
hais ~ NVM ! I must be strong . haahs !!!

I LOVE YOU "SOMEONE"
WAITING EVERYDAY ,
EVERY HOUR ,
EVERY MINUTES ,
EVERY SECOND ...
JUST WANT
YOUR WARM
HUGGSS
AGAIN ! MWARKKS !!
I WANNA HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS ,
DON'T WANT TO LET YOU GO ! WILL TAT HAPPEN?
hahas ! JING XUAN you think too much lerhhx .
tats all for TODAY iie tink ... ...
BYES! Stay happy everyone ...


JINGXUANNN ((((:

today watch TEEBEE all day , and taking photo with sisters all day . Crazy right ! nothing to do lorhhx ! Just abit stressed out , I REALLY LOVE YOU SOMEONE , why don't you come back to me ? WHY !?!
hais ... I didnt even have a chance ... I don't wanna give up ! Not a chance ! Tomolo WUSHU trainin . Sian ... Hope my face won't turn red and hide . LOLX !
tats al for today , goodnites ! Nights my baby BOY , love you every second , won't Stop luhhs !


BABY , COME BACK TO ME SOME DAY
OK ? I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU
EVERYDAY , EVERY HOUR ,EVRY MINUTE ,
EVERY SECONDS , JUST WANT YOU
TO GIVE ME A CHANCE !

MWARKKS !
JINGXUANNN (: