Two Days Without You ... ...
Today You Need To Work AGAIN ...
Wonder How Are You , Fine ?
Hungry ? Cold ?
Are You Still Thinking About me ?
Or I'm Not In Your Heart Already ?
So Many Question ... So Many Things I Wanna Tell You ...
I Feel Like Going Your House Again , Wait For You To Come Home ,
Talk To Your Mother , Accompany And Play With WeiXuan :(
Everything Had Gone ... Just Like A Dream ... Have I Woken Up ?
Am I Still In The Dream ? You Asked Me To Forget About You ...
I Can't , I CAN'T ! I CAN'T !!!!
Time Passed So Fast ... I Still Remembered
The First Time We Met ... And We Met Up And
Watched 'Drag Me To Hell' Together After That We Went To Walk Walk
And Then We Went To East Coast Park And Watch Stars ...
And Everything Starts There ... ... I Fell In Love With You ...
Seems Like Its Just Happen Yesterday ... ...
Remember The Times When I'm Sad , No One Likes Me ...
You Changed Me , You Told Me What I Should And Should Not Do ...
You Been Through The Rain And Shine With Me ...
Have You Forgotten ???
Everything GONE .... GONE GONE GONE !!! Please , I Don't Wanna Cry Anymore !
MuMu (KAIN BOO MENG SENG) , I STILL LOVE YOU ... IN FACT , I NEVER FORGET YOU ~
I'll Be Waiting ... ... ... ...
Without a single hesitation
Without thought or reservation
Baby, I'll be waiting even if I never see your face
And wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel, you're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you
- "I Have Loved You " by Jessica Simpsons
*THE 2ND SONG*
JINGXUANNNN
(still waiting)
♥ The Girl You Wish To Know ♥
- ShannyJingxuan JWSH's
- Hi , I'm Jingxuan , You can call me shanny , 15 on 21march . Currently ATTACHED to Jeremy.W ,8march2010 . I Love You Darling (L) Family , sisters , boyfriend and friends are loved ! ♥ I Adored Brown colour Teddy bears & Dolphins & DORAEMONS ! ♥ They rawks ! ♥ Sweet Popcorns & IceLemonTea is my favourite ! ♥♥ AngelineKhoo is the drug for me , 6years of sistership , please don't break us up . I hate sharing my things to others . She's mine ! ♥♥♥ Respect me and i'll do the same :)
Friday, September 11, 2009
LOLS ! Like I What Like That ... I Post Because I'm Sad Ok ... If You Think I'm A Bitch Please **** Off ... Thnks ... (:
Anyways , I'm Fine Now ... Letting Go It's A Bit Hard ... But Trying Too Alrights (:
LMAO ... So People , Don't Worry :) I'll Be Alrights ... ^^
Today Went To Nichole's House With Jinkai To Study Lols ... I Was
Not , I Nothing To Do Liao ... Don't Feel Like Reading My Science ...
Then I Played PSP ... Today I Just Knew Something ... Jinkai Is Afraid Of Cats ...
Hee ... (: Then Study Until Like 4Plus I Think ... Then Went To Compass Together ...
Took 163 ... Then They Say Want Find Xavier ... Found Him In Metro There Beside The Sell Babies Things There ... Hahahs ! Then His Mum Also At There Lo ... Saw Xanthe ,
She Hug Me Lol ? Hahahs ... But She Look So Shy :p
She In Phone Talk To Me As If We Knew Long Time Ago , But RL She ... ... Soooooo Shy !
Heehees ...
Then At Night 7:30pm Like That Went To See Jinkai , Nichole And Xav Training ...
OOOOOOOO ... Then Suddenly Saw Ivan LOL ! Hahahhs ... Then Called Him And Say Hi ...
Hahahhs ... Then He Walked Over And Called Me , Then We Talk Awhile Then I Went Back To See Nichole They All ... (: Then Suddenly , Xav Mummy Come And Look ...
At The End , It Was 10Plus At Night ... Wooooooo , Dark !
Then Walked Back To Compass With Mei's Mummy , Mei , GorGor And Their Maid ...
Then My Dad Come Fetch Me At Taxi Stand There ... I Forgot Where Is The Taxi Stand Lorhhx ! LMAO x.x
Then Mei's Mummy Took Me There Then They Also Take Cab Home ...
Then I Went To Find My Father Then Went Home Together ...
Heehee , My Father Ask Me If I Want To Join ... I Said See First ... ^^
So That's For Today ....
Goodbye And Nights :DDDDD
SMILE JINGXUANNNN !!!
Anyways , I'm Fine Now ... Letting Go It's A Bit Hard ... But Trying Too Alrights (:
LMAO ... So People , Don't Worry :) I'll Be Alrights ... ^^
Today Went To Nichole's House With Jinkai To Study Lols ... I Was
Not , I Nothing To Do Liao ... Don't Feel Like Reading My Science ...
Then I Played PSP ... Today I Just Knew Something ... Jinkai Is Afraid Of Cats ...
Hee ... (: Then Study Until Like 4Plus I Think ... Then Went To Compass Together ...
Took 163 ... Then They Say Want Find Xavier ... Found Him In Metro There Beside The Sell Babies Things There ... Hahahs ! Then His Mum Also At There Lo ... Saw Xanthe ,
She Hug Me Lol ? Hahahs ... But She Look So Shy :p
She In Phone Talk To Me As If We Knew Long Time Ago , But RL She ... ... Soooooo Shy !
Heehees ...
Then At Night 7:30pm Like That Went To See Jinkai , Nichole And Xav Training ...
OOOOOOOO ... Then Suddenly Saw Ivan LOL ! Hahahhs ... Then Called Him And Say Hi ...
Hahahhs ... Then He Walked Over And Called Me , Then We Talk Awhile Then I Went Back To See Nichole They All ... (: Then Suddenly , Xav Mummy Come And Look ...
At The End , It Was 10Plus At Night ... Wooooooo , Dark !
Then Walked Back To Compass With Mei's Mummy , Mei , GorGor And Their Maid ...
Then My Dad Come Fetch Me At Taxi Stand There ... I Forgot Where Is The Taxi Stand Lorhhx ! LMAO x.x
Then Mei's Mummy Took Me There Then They Also Take Cab Home ...
Then I Went To Find My Father Then Went Home Together ...
Heehee , My Father Ask Me If I Want To Join ... I Said See First ... ^^
So That's For Today ....
Goodbye And Nights :DDDDD
SMILE JINGXUANNNN !!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
After Studying ... ...
The Girl Didn't Went Home ... She Was
Loitering Around ... ... ... ...
She Decided To Call Boy And Ask Him ...
Girl : 'DO YOU STILL LOVE ME ?!'
Boy : 'Today I Got Scolded By Teacher , Not In A Mood To Talk About This Alright?!' (Finding Excuses)
Girl : 'JUST TELL ME ! I WANT TO KNOW !' (On The Road , Alot Of People Was Looking)
Boy : 'You Calm Down First Can ?!' (Still Don't Want To Answer)
Girl : 'YOU SAY LA ! YOU TELL ME !!!' (Cannot Control Already)
Boy : 'Ok ~ ... ... I Can't Feel Your Love Alredy ...' (He Said It Very Straight)
Girl : (Sobbing) ... ... 'WWWHY !!!!??? , WHY WHY !!!' (Screaming On The Zbra Crossing Near Bakau)
Boy : 'I Don't Know , You These Few Days Very Weird ...' (Lying Tone)
Girl : 'Who Weird !!! You Then Weird ! You So Many Work To Do Meh !!! You Tell Me Laaaaa !!!! WHAT I WEIRD ! YOU THEN LAAAAA !!!!!' (Crying Profusly)
Boy : 'J...Jus...Just Forget About Me Alright ...' (Trembling)
Girl : (Sobbing Really Hard , Forcing To Talk) 'Why !!!! WHY , I DON'T WANT !!! I LOVE YOU !!! YOU FORGETTON WHAT YOU SAID TO ME ??? !!!!!' (Can't Breathe)
Boy : 'I'm Not A Good Boyfriend , I Have No Time For You And I'm Always Not Free'
(Speak Up Confidently)
Girl : 'I Don't Really Mind You SEE !!! I REALLY DON'T MIND ... JUST ONE CALL , ONE CALL TELLING ME YOU ARE NOT FREE , I WILL UNDERSTAND ! I LOVE YOU !' (Trying Very Hard To Pull Him Back)
Boy : (Whispered But Girl Heard Him) 'You Didn't Even Understand Lorhhx !'
Boy : 'You Calm Down First Then You Call Me Back Ok ! ' (Starting To Scold)
Girl : (Sobbing And Then Hung His Call ...)
*SHE RAN TO HER VOID DECK BELOW AND CRY HER HEART OUT WHILE EVERYONE WAS STARING AT HER ... SHE DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO THOSE PEOPLE ... SHE FELT REALLY SAD ...
AFTER SOME TIME ... ... ... ...*
Girl : 'Hello ?' (Starting In A Calm Tone)
Boy : 'Hello , Ya ?' (Aggitated)
Girl : 'Erm ... Can I Ask You Something , Issit You Like Another Girl That's Why You Wanna Leave Me ??' (Still Pretending To Be Calm ...)
Boy : 'No' (Firmly)
Girl : 'Th...Then Why ?!' (Voice Starting To Shake)
Boy : 'I'm Just Stress Now Ok !!! I Feel Like Being Single Now La !' (Starting To Get Angry)
Girl : 'Why !!! DON'T LEAVE ME !! YOU PROMISED ME !!! REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID LAST TIME ?! YOU WON'T LEAVE ME , YOU SAID I'M DIFFERENT TOO !!!' (Something Ties He Heart Really Tight)
Boy : 'Just Let Go Of Me ... Let Me Be Single For Sometimes Alright , Next Time Then See How ?' (Saying That He's Really Correct In Any Ways ...)
Girl : 'I DON'T KNOW LA ! I DON'T KNOW LA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If You Leave For Sometimes , Will You Be Coming Back Again ?' (Very Vexed)
*BOY REMAINS SILENT AND GIRL WAITING FOR SOME MIRACLE AND HOPES*
Boy : 'I Don't Know ... ...' (Simple Saying)
Girl : 'I Will Wait For You ...' (Really Crying Heart , She's Almost Fainted)
Boy : 'I'm Going Shower Now ... Bye . ' (Don't Really Care , Giving Girl A False Hope)
Girl : 'GO THINK THROUGHT THE TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER !!! AND ... AND ... REMEMBER , I WILL WAIT FOR YOU !!!! I LOVE YOU <3 !!! T.T ' (She Force A Calm Voice Out Of Her Throat And Say As Fast And Clear As She Scared He Will Hang ...)
Girl : 'Hung !'
I NEED YOU ... Nothing To Post ... :(
Bye ... ... I LOST YOU !
GIRL (LULU)
BOY (MUMU)
15.06.09 NO LONGER TOGETHER !
LuLu ,
(Don't Know)
The Girl Didn't Went Home ... She Was
Loitering Around ... ... ... ...
She Decided To Call Boy And Ask Him ...
Girl : 'DO YOU STILL LOVE ME ?!'
Boy : 'Today I Got Scolded By Teacher , Not In A Mood To Talk About This Alright?!' (Finding Excuses)
Girl : 'JUST TELL ME ! I WANT TO KNOW !' (On The Road , Alot Of People Was Looking)
Boy : 'You Calm Down First Can ?!' (Still Don't Want To Answer)
Girl : 'YOU SAY LA ! YOU TELL ME !!!' (Cannot Control Already)
Boy : 'Ok ~ ... ... I Can't Feel Your Love Alredy ...' (He Said It Very Straight)
Girl : (Sobbing) ... ... 'WWWHY !!!!??? , WHY WHY !!!' (Screaming On The Zbra Crossing Near Bakau)
Boy : 'I Don't Know , You These Few Days Very Weird ...' (Lying Tone)
Girl : 'Who Weird !!! You Then Weird ! You So Many Work To Do Meh !!! You Tell Me Laaaaa !!!! WHAT I WEIRD ! YOU THEN LAAAAA !!!!!' (Crying Profusly)
Boy : 'J...Jus...Just Forget About Me Alright ...' (Trembling)
Girl : (Sobbing Really Hard , Forcing To Talk) 'Why !!!! WHY , I DON'T WANT !!! I LOVE YOU !!! YOU FORGETTON WHAT YOU SAID TO ME ??? !!!!!' (Can't Breathe)
Boy : 'I'm Not A Good Boyfriend , I Have No Time For You And I'm Always Not Free'
(Speak Up Confidently)
Girl : 'I Don't Really Mind You SEE !!! I REALLY DON'T MIND ... JUST ONE CALL , ONE CALL TELLING ME YOU ARE NOT FREE , I WILL UNDERSTAND ! I LOVE YOU !' (Trying Very Hard To Pull Him Back)
Boy : (Whispered But Girl Heard Him) 'You Didn't Even Understand Lorhhx !'
Boy : 'You Calm Down First Then You Call Me Back Ok ! ' (Starting To Scold)
Girl : (Sobbing And Then Hung His Call ...)
*SHE RAN TO HER VOID DECK BELOW AND CRY HER HEART OUT WHILE EVERYONE WAS STARING AT HER ... SHE DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO THOSE PEOPLE ... SHE FELT REALLY SAD ...
AFTER SOME TIME ... ... ... ...*
Girl : 'Hello ?' (Starting In A Calm Tone)
Boy : 'Hello , Ya ?' (Aggitated)
Girl : 'Erm ... Can I Ask You Something , Issit You Like Another Girl That's Why You Wanna Leave Me ??' (Still Pretending To Be Calm ...)
Boy : 'No' (Firmly)
Girl : 'Th...Then Why ?!' (Voice Starting To Shake)
Boy : 'I'm Just Stress Now Ok !!! I Feel Like Being Single Now La !' (Starting To Get Angry)
Girl : 'Why !!! DON'T LEAVE ME !! YOU PROMISED ME !!! REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID LAST TIME ?! YOU WON'T LEAVE ME , YOU SAID I'M DIFFERENT TOO !!!' (Something Ties He Heart Really Tight)
Boy : 'Just Let Go Of Me ... Let Me Be Single For Sometimes Alright , Next Time Then See How ?' (Saying That He's Really Correct In Any Ways ...)
Girl : 'I DON'T KNOW LA ! I DON'T KNOW LA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If You Leave For Sometimes , Will You Be Coming Back Again ?' (Very Vexed)
*BOY REMAINS SILENT AND GIRL WAITING FOR SOME MIRACLE AND HOPES*
Boy : 'I Don't Know ... ...' (Simple Saying)
Girl : 'I Will Wait For You ...' (Really Crying Heart , She's Almost Fainted)
Boy : 'I'm Going Shower Now ... Bye . ' (Don't Really Care , Giving Girl A False Hope)
Girl : 'GO THINK THROUGHT THE TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER !!! AND ... AND ... REMEMBER , I WILL WAIT FOR YOU !!!! I LOVE YOU <3 !!! T.T ' (She Force A Calm Voice Out Of Her Throat And Say As Fast And Clear As She Scared He Will Hang ...)
Girl : 'Hung !'
I NEED YOU ... Nothing To Post ... :(
Bye ... ... I LOST YOU !
GIRL (LULU)
BOY (MUMU)
15.06.09 NO LONGER TOGETHER !
LuLu ,
(Don't Know)
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Today Morning , Never Receive MuMu Messages ... Was Like So Weird Lorhhx ... :( Called Him Again ... He Said He Today Got School ... Which I Know , Cus I Know He Won't Reply My Message So I Called Him ... (: Look So Damn F***ing Weird Luhhs ... :x
I LOVE YOU MuMu ...
Sorry Someone
You Need Gimme Sometime
To Forget ... I'm Really Feel That It's Unfair To You :(
Today Going Out At 11:15am Meet Gor Buy Things At Popular First Then Meet Mummy And Daddy And Azalea ... ^^ Then Study Together ! Now The Time Is 11:02AM Lerhhx !!!!!!!!!
OMG , I Havent Shower , What The Hell ... Hahahs :x
Ok Luhhs .. I Go Shower Lerhhx .... :DDDDDDDDDD Byes All ...
Tonight Will Be Posting Again ... :D
(I WILL BE HAPPY :D ,
SMILE JINGXUAN )
JINGXUANNN
(confuse)
LoLS ? The Blog Ok Again ? Hahahs ... Finally There's People Who Found My Blog And Some Got Tagged .... Today I Receive My Sister ANGELINE'S Taggs ... Awww , I Miss Her Sooooo Damn Much .. Hee :x She Say She Coming Back To Singapore At Maybe This Month Or Next Month Worhhx ! :) Yeahhhh !!!! Then She Say She Will Come Sengkang Are More Often Lehhs ... YESHHH ! Can See Her Liao , Miss The Time We Went Out And Took Those Lovely Sweet Memorable Photos !!!! Aww , Sister , I LOVE YOU So Much !!! Hee ... She Told Me Not To Be Sad Too ! Such A Good Sister ... Don't Play Play Ohh ... We Are 4-5 Years Friends Liao ... :DDDD REACH SINGAPORE MUST FIND ME HORHHX , REMEMBER HORRR !!!!! LOVE YOU LOTS !!!!
MuMu Less Contact Me Lerhhx , He Say He Very Stress Now , Because Of Me ... WHAT THE ... ... !!!!!!!!!!! LOLS ! Haiya ! I Don't Care Liao Larhhs ... Anything He Want La .... Now I Just Continue My Life Jiu Can Lerhhx ... He Want Contact Me Then Contact Lorhhx , What Else Can I Do ? I Can't Do Anything Else What ?! Just Continue Living Happily First When He Gets In To My World Again Then Say Larhhs ... Hahahs :DDDDDD I MUST BE STRONG !!!!
TO All Broken Hearted People : Be Happy OK ... ^^ Don't Sad Over Guys , No Use Derhhx , Continue Your Life First ... :DDD You Will Find Someone More Suitable ^^ We Must Learn To Be More Laud Back And Learn How To Forget Easily .... With {L} Jingxuan !!!
Tommorow Going To Compass Study ^^ Yeaaaaa !!! Be With All My Gans-Family ... So Good ...
Hmm .. So Tonight Won't Be Staying Up Late ... ^^ Hmm , Tommorow Go Have Lunch First Then Go Study , Still Don't Know Where Study Lehhs ...
Goodnights ^^
JINGXUANNNN :DDD
(confuse)
MuMu Less Contact Me Lerhhx , He Say He Very Stress Now , Because Of Me ... WHAT THE ... ... !!!!!!!!!!! LOLS ! Haiya ! I Don't Care Liao Larhhs ... Anything He Want La .... Now I Just Continue My Life Jiu Can Lerhhx ... He Want Contact Me Then Contact Lorhhx , What Else Can I Do ? I Can't Do Anything Else What ?! Just Continue Living Happily First When He Gets In To My World Again Then Say Larhhs ... Hahahs :DDDDDD I MUST BE STRONG !!!!
TO All Broken Hearted People : Be Happy OK ... ^^ Don't Sad Over Guys , No Use Derhhx , Continue Your Life First ... :DDD You Will Find Someone More Suitable ^^ We Must Learn To Be More Laud Back And Learn How To Forget Easily .... With {L} Jingxuan !!!
Tommorow Going To Compass Study ^^ Yeaaaaa !!! Be With All My Gans-Family ... So Good ...
Hmm .. So Tonight Won't Be Staying Up Late ... ^^ Hmm , Tommorow Go Have Lunch First Then Go Study , Still Don't Know Where Study Lehhs ...
Goodnights ^^
JINGXUANNNN :DDD
(confuse)
Once Again , Blogger Weird Weird Derhhx ...
I Think ... MuMu , You Are Really Gone ... D:
You Today Work Until 8pm Barhhs ? You Didnt Call Me ... !!!
I'm Crying Because Of You Again ! Guys Sucks !
Always Make People Cry ! MuMu , Why ?!!!
Why Do I Always Get Cheated By Those Idiotic Guys Outside ? MUMU !!!! I LOVE YOU ...
Next Tuesday Is Our 3rd Month Lerhhx ... You Promise Me , You Will Be With Me Until I Die ... You Always Ask Me Not To Worry Because You Will Marry Me ... :( You've Forgotten What You Had Said Lerhhx Barhhs ?
So Sad ... I'm Upset ! ! ! Really Heart Broken ... I Dreamt Of You Today And Yesterday , And It Was The Same Old Dream ... You Left Me ... ... ... I'm Alone ... ... ... All Alone !
You Are Not With Me Anymore ! You Said I Think To Much , WHO CAUSES IT !!! YOU TELL ME !!! WHY !!!! WHY !!! WHY ?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!!!!?!??!?!?!??
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!
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KAIN BOO MENG SENG I HATE YOU ! {CRY}
WHY ? TELL ME WHY ? WAD IS LOVE ?!!!!!!
JINGXUAN
{confuse}
I Think ... MuMu , You Are Really Gone ... D:
You Today Work Until 8pm Barhhs ? You Didnt Call Me ... !!!
I'm Crying Because Of You Again ! Guys Sucks !
Always Make People Cry ! MuMu , Why ?!!!
Why Do I Always Get Cheated By Those Idiotic Guys Outside ? MUMU !!!! I LOVE YOU ...
Next Tuesday Is Our 3rd Month Lerhhx ... You Promise Me , You Will Be With Me Until I Die ... You Always Ask Me Not To Worry Because You Will Marry Me ... :( You've Forgotten What You Had Said Lerhhx Barhhs ?
So Sad ... I'm Upset ! ! ! Really Heart Broken ... I Dreamt Of You Today And Yesterday , And It Was The Same Old Dream ... You Left Me ... ... ... I'm Alone ... ... ... All Alone !
You Are Not With Me Anymore ! You Said I Think To Much , WHO CAUSES IT !!! YOU TELL ME !!! WHY !!!! WHY !!! WHY ?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!!!!?!??!?!?!??
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!
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KAIN BOO MENG SENG I HATE YOU ! {CRY}
WHY ? TELL ME WHY ? WAD IS LOVE ?!!!!!!
JINGXUAN
{confuse}
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