Hi :) Back to posting again people :D Hais ...
June holiday had just started and i don't know how should i spend it ...
Baby decided to spend it with his friends ... :( And i have no idea how mine should be spend ..
Sad rights ! Hais ... :/ Hmm ... Alot of things happen these few days ok ...
Yesterday night quarreled with baby ...
I ran out of his house to find my friends ... (Guys) and ya , he was jealous ...
nvm ... but the most upset part was ... he shouted in his house very loud said
that i'm a bitch , he want to break up with me ... WTF ?!!!
Reached his house... His guailan brother and him dont alow Popo
or anyone to open the door :( It was like i was crying outside thier staircase ...
Ok nvm ...But luckily Aunty and uncle came home and helped me opened the door .
Thanks Aunty & Uncle :) (Many many Heartszxz)
Ran into the house and ran straight to Jiejie's Room ... :(
Ohh , sad die me !!!! :x Hmm ... cried and blah blah ... ~ forget it ...
after that baby came in and peep at me cry ... :x sad shit luhs ...
I Cry untill my both eyes pop up machiam like two sotong balls lols ... !~
Then Geraldine went to bathe then baby closed the door and talked to me inside ...
Ok , that's better :) Hahahs ... Hmm , he said he dont want to break up worhhx ... :)
(SMILESZXZ) ! Teehee ... Then after that went back to baby's room alone cuz he's still abit angry ... then after some time baby came in and im still crying like one
water host :x Then he hugged me :D so tight until i cant breathe ... :x Hahs !
Then he say alot of ABRACADABRA words ... Then "DADA"
We become ok back :) ilove baby soooo much !!!! :)
Hmm.... Its going to rain soon :( I hate changing of wheathers D:
Baby went to his 'O' levels Chinese today :)
Good good ... still scared he dont want to go lehhs ... then wo jiu si liao ...
Because is i make him cannot have the Mood to go ... :(
Hmm ... went home and bathe ... :) Now the time is like still so fcking early can :(
Its 1045am :x Baby 1300plus then dismiss :( Still have to wait wait WAIT !!!!! :(
Cannot wait liao ! i miss him so fcking much :x
Going shopping later because its GREAT SINGAPORE SALES !~
Will be going with baby's sister Geraldine :) Hmm ... Going Orchard ... ^^ Woohooo!
Everthing half price :) Hmm ... Buy Till i song song :)
Going pierce ear with baby and baby's friend later i think :)
I JUST LOVE BABY WONG SO MUCH ! (L)
Hahahahahaahhs , Mwarkkks !!!!!!
Gonna eat lunch liao , im hungry manzxz ~~~~
JINGXUAN(:
To baby wong ... :
baby , i know its my fault ,i'm the unreasonable one .. i always cry for nothing and for no reasons ...
You know why, beacuse i'm getting more and more selfish ... :( i don't want to share you with anybody else ...
i want to keep you by my side forever . i know i cannot do that ... as you told me that i'm as important as your friends . hais ... friends are more important barhhs ... maybe i still have much more to learn ... maybe i'm
not yet reach your expectation ... :( im sorry ... it was all my fault now adays ... :( i shouldn't had care
so much ... i shouldn't had asked so much . i shouldn't had stopped you from doing what you like ..
go do whatever you like barhhs ... x.x i don't so care you already ... i must try to let go of you sometimes ...
from now on i'm going to try to let go bit by bit , if i see that you're going to fly aways then i will pull you back with all my force ... baby , will you forgive me ? you said and you promised me that there will be no more wars in between our relationship , but why ? :( i don't understand ... maybe you're more like yourself and maybe i'm getting more and more selfish and unreasonable :'(
Sometimes i thought to myself , issit the right choice to choose you ? i had tolerated you for like 3months ...
and i don't wanna give up , i want to be the first person who can control your attitude ...
i want to be your one and only , i want to be your girl , i want to be important to you .
Don't you just fucking get it sometimes ?? you make me so heart broken now adays ... i've been crying lately ,
do you know ? i bet you don't know ... or maybe you knew ... BUT do you know when ...?!!!!!
Its like almost everyday ... every minute !!!! :( I wished ti have more $ , So that i can go shopping
and make myself happy ... drink beer and ya ... and play whatever i can ...
i wished that i'm not 'underage' ... so that i can have cars and i can drive around ...
i hope i had a job with good pay so that i can work and don't need to depend on anybody ...
i want to learn how to be independent !!!!! :( JINGXUAN ... can you do it ??!
No you can't , you don't have the confident to fufill what you want ! you don't have the courage !!!!
I'M A LOSER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
June holiday had just started and i don't know how should i spend it ...
Baby decided to spend it with his friends ... :( And i have no idea how mine should be spend ..
Sad rights ! Hais ... :/ Hmm ... Alot of things happen these few days ok ...
Yesterday night quarreled with baby ...
I ran out of his house to find my friends ... (Guys) and ya , he was jealous ...
nvm ... but the most upset part was ... he shouted in his house very loud said
that i'm a bitch , he want to break up with me ... WTF ?!!!
Reached his house... His guailan brother and him dont alow Popo
or anyone to open the door :( It was like i was crying outside thier staircase ...
Ok nvm ...But luckily Aunty and uncle came home and helped me opened the door .
Thanks Aunty & Uncle :) (Many many Heartszxz)
Ran into the house and ran straight to Jiejie's Room ... :(
Ohh , sad die me !!!! :x Hmm ... cried and blah blah ... ~ forget it ...
after that baby came in and peep at me cry ... :x sad shit luhs ...
I Cry untill my both eyes pop up machiam like two sotong balls lols ... !~
Then Geraldine went to bathe then baby closed the door and talked to me inside ...
Ok , that's better :) Hahahs ... Hmm , he said he dont want to break up worhhx ... :)
(SMILESZXZ) ! Teehee ... Then after that went back to baby's room alone cuz he's still abit angry ... then after some time baby came in and im still crying like one
water host :x Then he hugged me :D so tight until i cant breathe ... :x Hahs !
Then he say alot of ABRACADABRA words ... Then "DADA"
We become ok back :) ilove baby soooo much !!!! :)
Hmm.... Its going to rain soon :( I hate changing of wheathers D:
Baby went to his 'O' levels Chinese today :)
Good good ... still scared he dont want to go lehhs ... then wo jiu si liao ...
Because is i make him cannot have the Mood to go ... :(
Hmm ... went home and bathe ... :) Now the time is like still so fcking early can :(
Its 1045am :x Baby 1300plus then dismiss :( Still have to wait wait WAIT !!!!! :(
Cannot wait liao ! i miss him so fcking much :x
Going shopping later because its GREAT SINGAPORE SALES !~
Will be going with baby's sister Geraldine :) Hmm ... Going Orchard ... ^^ Woohooo!
Everthing half price :) Hmm ... Buy Till i song song :)
Going pierce ear with baby and baby's friend later i think :)
I JUST LOVE BABY WONG SO MUCH ! (L)
Hahahahahaahhs , Mwarkkks !!!!!!
Gonna eat lunch liao , im hungry manzxz ~~~~
JINGXUAN(:
To baby wong ... :
baby , i know its my fault ,i'm the unreasonable one .. i always cry for nothing and for no reasons ...
You know why, beacuse i'm getting more and more selfish ... :( i don't want to share you with anybody else ...
i want to keep you by my side forever . i know i cannot do that ... as you told me that i'm as important as your friends . hais ... friends are more important barhhs ... maybe i still have much more to learn ... maybe i'm
not yet reach your expectation ... :( im sorry ... it was all my fault now adays ... :( i shouldn't had care
so much ... i shouldn't had asked so much . i shouldn't had stopped you from doing what you like ..
go do whatever you like barhhs ... x.x i don't so care you already ... i must try to let go of you sometimes ...
from now on i'm going to try to let go bit by bit , if i see that you're going to fly aways then i will pull you back with all my force ... baby , will you forgive me ? you said and you promised me that there will be no more wars in between our relationship , but why ? :( i don't understand ... maybe you're more like yourself and maybe i'm getting more and more selfish and unreasonable :'(
Sometimes i thought to myself , issit the right choice to choose you ? i had tolerated you for like 3months ...
and i don't wanna give up , i want to be the first person who can control your attitude ...
i want to be your one and only , i want to be your girl , i want to be important to you .
Don't you just fucking get it sometimes ?? you make me so heart broken now adays ... i've been crying lately ,
do you know ? i bet you don't know ... or maybe you knew ... BUT do you know when ...?!!!!!
Its like almost everyday ... every minute !!!! :( I wished ti have more $ , So that i can go shopping
and make myself happy ... drink beer and ya ... and play whatever i can ...
i wished that i'm not 'underage' ... so that i can have cars and i can drive around ...
i hope i had a job with good pay so that i can work and don't need to depend on anybody ...
i want to learn how to be independent !!!!! :( JINGXUAN ... can you do it ??!
No you can't , you don't have the confident to fufill what you want ! you don't have the courage !!!!
I'M A LOSER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
