T.T I Got Nothing To Post ... Ytd I Spend A Great Day With MuMu ! But ... Today I'm Ground By My Mum ! Cannot Go Out Anymore ...

NO MORE !!!! WHY !!!???!!!!!! I'M SO SADD ! SO SADD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY MUM !!!!! WHY !!!

Ytd Late Go Home Because MuMu Was Sick And I Accompanied Him To See Doctor !

... His Mum Was There Too .. :( Then See Finish Doctor ...

Saw MeiLin ... Then Chat Until As If MuMu Was Not There ...

Then After Say Goodbye To MeiLin MuMu Quarrel With Me ...

He Say Just Now My Talking Attitude Suck ... I Was Like "HUh?!" Then ...

After That I Finally Know What He Talking About ...

I Say Out Everything About Me And Him And He's VERY ANGRY ..

I Apologised To Him And He Said "Sorry No Use ,

You Always Said Sorry And Said You Will Change ,

But You Don't Even Want To Change , I Didn't See Your Changes At All ... !

You Don't Even Want To Take The 1st Step To Change !!!"

He Said This , I Was Heart Broken !!!

Go Home , Was Slapped By Mum ... -.- Cried !!!

She Snatched My Phone And Was About To Call MuMu And Talked To Him ...

I Snatched Back And Shouted At Her "You Want Scold You Scold Me ,

Don't Scold Until Him !!!"

Then I Went Into The BathRoom Bathe ,

While Bathing Was Crying All The Way !

I'M SADD ! REALLY SADD LAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY DO THIS TO ME !!!!! MY HEART VERY PAIN REALLY !

REALLY !!! T.T x1000000000000000000000

After Bathe Finish I Come Out Thought Was Going To Scolded Again

But I Was Wrong , They Just Look At Me ... And I Walked In To My Room ...

And Slam The Door And Called MuMu !

Called Him 2times ... He Didn't Pick Up ... I Think He's Angry ...

Then I Message Him "NOW I NEED YOU THE MOST

AND YOU ARE NOT HERE !!!"

Then He Called Me Back And Ask Me What Happened ...

I Asked Him Did My Parents Called Him ... He Said No ...

Phew ! Then I Got Scolding From Him Again !

About Just Now The Things ... He Want Me To Be More Mature !!! So .. ...

I Changing Now ...

But He Say I Didn't Even Change ...

I'm SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELFF !!!!!!!

I'M NOT A GOOD GIRLFRIEND LAAAA !

BAD GUIRLFRIEND LA !

Then I Asked Him "Do You Still Love Me ?!" Then He Said

"I Love You Alot That's Why I Want You To Changed

InTo A Beter Person !"

I Don't Know What To Say ... He Say I Always Make Him Angry ...

He Said That If I'm Rude To Oyhers And Keep Scold Vulgar ,

People Will Think I'm From A Bad Family Background !

And WORST , They Will Think That My Boyfriend Is A GANGSTER ...

He Want Me To Change ...

How Am I Going To Change ? 天 ar ,

Find Someone Who Can Help Me Please !!!

I Want To Learn How To Be More Mature

And Be More Like A Girl And Alot MOREEEEEE !!!!!!!

T.T I'M SAD ... VERY ! EXTREMELY SAD ! T.T

Please Forgive Me ... =[ I Know You Had Given

Me Lots Of Chances ...

But I Kept Making You Angry Again

Again And Again ...

LuLu {L} MuMu

(AND I WILL FOREVER !!!)